Introduction

I'm starting this new blog as a forum to collect a large amount of personal writing from 1999-2004. It was at this point in my life was when I really started to see the horrors of modern life and as such I was searching for a way to protect myself from it, while still remaining immersed. The end result was a long process of emotional development and personal reconstruction.

One thing that I'd like to remind everyone is that the core text for this project has been mutated many, many times over. I believe that when I finally set this on the shelf five years ago I had restructured, reworded, and renamed the project over 6 times. As you read through the entries you will see reoccurring themes, many of which started as a single line I wrote in a notebook at some point, however each time I'd reread it it would become something new.

The formatting for this is a bit of a challenge at this point, because I'm not exactly sure how to do it. Hopefully you're able to navigate the content without too many problems. If you have ideas for improvement I'm always open to them.

In the end I'm not exactly sure why I'm going to post all of this. Part of me hopes that it will help me to find closure on the project. Maybe by blogging it I'll be able to help someone else grow from my mistakes. Probably just a misfired nerve in the brain. I hope you enjoy.

EDIT: Eight years later I never found closure.